Meh.

That's how I'm feeling right now.

Meh.

I know I'm not the only woman in the world wishing she was pregnant,

but I hate that it feels that way.

I know there are people out there with worse problems than me,

but it doesn't ease the ache I feel right now.

I know this has helped me grow spiritually and emotionally,

but I wish it didn't have to come this way.

I know it's wrong to be jealous,

but that's my first instinct when I glance at others' swelling bellies.

I know this is just one bad day among many good ones,

but I still need to talk it out.

I know that I probably shouldn't post this because it's depressing,

but you are my girlfriends and I need your love.

And I know that this too shall pass.