That's how I'm feeling right now.
I know I'm not the only woman in the world wishing she was pregnant,
but I hate that it feels that way.
I know there are people out there with worse problems than me,
but it doesn't ease the ache I feel right now.
I know this has helped me grow spiritually and emotionally,
but I wish it didn't have to come this way.
I know it's wrong to be jealous,
but that's my first instinct when I glance at others' swelling bellies.
I know this is just one bad day among many good ones,
but I still need to talk it out.
I know that I probably shouldn't post this because it's depressing,
but you are my girlfriends and I need your love.
And I know that this too shall pass.